DAY 4 THE SWITCH
I woke up really not feeling that bad, seriously. I went and took the suboxone, it disolves under your tongue. I immediately felt such a relief. Within the next 20 or 30 minutes I felt so different. I thought, I feel like a demon was in my body, a deep dark demon, and it has just been released and I am my old self again. I went from being such a happy, energetic, hopeful,ambitious, funny, talanted,deep thinking person to someone who is grumpy, irritable, unmotivated, shallow hearted, uncaring, lazy sorry site of a person. Thats what methadone did to me, besides the fact that it made me go from a size 1 all my life to a size 12 ! In these couple of weeks I am in a 9 again and shrinking still. The suboxone has saved my life !!! I felt my personality emerge, like it had been locked away for the past 2 1/2 years………..I saw my hopes and dreams emerge, the hopes and dreams that I had hated on so much over the past couple of methadone years…..I am back…………It was like I was seeing the world for the first time again. Everything so beautiful, the world so big but yet a place for me in it. Im going to do great things in my life………Every part of my being had been locked in a prison for so long , it was like being reunited with an old friend again ! I lost those years of my life………but I will make up for it. Suboxone is a true God Send……..You can be free again too…….I plan on stopping the suboxone sometime next week. And no you dont get a drug high off of it you get a life high from it releasing you from captivity. I dont feel so dependant on it…….You dont feel medicated, you are just free……………….. Absolutely FREE.
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DAY 3 of METHADONE WITHDRAWALS
DAY 3
On day 3 I awakened feeling absolutely normal! I know that I was in withdrawals but the wonderful miracle drug that I kept my body full of this entire day kept me out of pain. I was a slight uncomfortable but hey everyone has times of uncomfort, dont you think. I did start to get really anxious about how slow this day was passing so I got in my car and went on a 7 hour drive. I decided that getting out of state would be the best thing for me just in case I decided that I wanted to hunt down an old “friend” , my old drug friends to get something to relieve my anxiety. So getting myself out of state prevented that from occurring, Im not saying that I would have done that but hey when Im in withdrawals I dont trust myself. The way I kept myself from jumping up and going to the methadone clinic is that I gave my keys to someone and told them under no circumstances give them to me until after the clinic closes. I was ready to do this, I wanted off that stuff so bad that I had to dummy proof my entire weekend from possible things that could go wrong. Guys the withdrawals are not as bad as you think, your mind is what makes is hurt so bad. Im not saying its an easy task but it is definately doable if you want your life back ! Well the plan was to switch over to suboxone for about 2 weeks so that the methadone withdrawals would be over completely. Suboxone pushes methadone out of you rapidly and that helps too. That night I slept, I actually slept very good. I was so proud of myself, I realized that night, hey I am actually off Methadone ! If I had of layed around the entire weekend in agony of my withdrawals Im telling you I would have never made it. You cant lay around b/c when you pull you self up finally you feel such a relief, and maybe go for a drive like I did. I got my dog and we went out of the state, listened to music and it was the best therapy I have ever had.
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I DISCOVERED SLEEPING PILLS CURE WITHDRAWALS !!
MAIN INGREDIENT IN SLEEPING PILLS CURE WITHDRAWALS !
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Believe it or not……but I feel WONDERFUL !
I feel absolutely great and yes I am in some very mild withdrawals ! Believe it or not !
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A guest speaker came to the clinic today…he successfully quit taking methadone !
Read this , this is a short summary of a guest speaker that came to the methadone clinic today. He told us of his experience detoxing from methadone.
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Detoxing off Methadone
This is my day to day blog about my detox off of methadone/opiates.
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